well well well,

back again  I see. Ummmm so ya. my doctors appointments are getting more frequent but at the same time they say im doing fine........can doctors lie to you? or am i tripping?

i just went back for my 3-4 month check up since my surgery in December. i get my results in about a week. so im hoping for the best. i finally ditched Jake my long time husband. now ive decided to take things super slow and worry about school more and not so much boys lol dont get me wrong im hangin out with someone but HANGING OUT is a strong term  for what we do. lol anyway prom pics came in and they were awesome i cant wait to put them on here!!!!

anyway i might be going to Chicago this summer for a cooking camp. its supposed to be awesome but my mother keeps laughing at me and telling me ill never be able to raise the money to go. so whatever.

ummmm i recently started counsiling. its going ok my first bit of homework he gave me

was so stand in front of the mirror after a shower naked for 5mins and convince the girl on the other side that i was her best friend........ya kinda weird but then again thats why im not the doctor lol.....

im still struggling with quitting smoking but its improving. and thats good.

well im starving so im going to lunch and ill write again soon.

all my heart

Michelle