Omg.

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:33:52 -0700

I havnt been on this thing for like ever haha. But since its my first post in forever i think ill vent.

Arnt you happy?

Haha well ive realised that people always want things. No matter what ur doing if someone needs something they feel free to ask. Now im ok with that to some point. But if you cant have a good aditude when someone says no, dont ask!

Im sick and people wont leave me alone. Its just like i want some space.

So ...

Heyyyyyyyy

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 17:46:23 -0700

omg i havnt posted in forever. ugh ok thats it my bf doesnt get to see me till i have posted 200 more blogs haha i miss every1 :(( ...

i

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 00:11:21 -0700

Feel... emotionless.

I dont know if its for a reason or not but i cant stopthinking about my aunt kim. Its somthing that i dont think will ever make any sence. Death doesnt make sence no matter what anyone says it doesnt. How can someone... just stop living... how can they die and never come back. It doesnt seem possible. Its strange to be able to see that person in your mind.. to remember their voice and how they smelled.

I guess people might say yo ...

I wouldnt lie

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 15:53:18 -0700

Watch

They smile because of your amazingness

They laugh because of your funnyness

Watch

Why would we lie to you

When you look in the mirror i wish you saw you

I wish he really knew what i knew about you

I know he thinks he does

And i know you think he does too

But i know somthing neither of you know.

Dont tell me that you need to be prettier

Because your as pretty as i can stand.

Dont tell me than its all a lie.

m.

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 15:45:44 -0700

Im happy for you

Honestly i really am

But i wish i would at least get one chance

Me and him both know that he will

Me and him both know i wont

But you just sit there and laugh my love

Because thats the most important thing

Ill lay here forever and i will always have your back when he doesnt

I will be your best friend

Forever

Untill u dont want me around anymore

Thats when i will leave

Thats when you will be even more ...

Hey omg im soooo sorry

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 13:39:57 -0700

That i havnt posted anything in awhile i have been busy... Ok well i guess seeing eric like every day isnt being busy. But hey it takes up alot of time. Plus i just started school. But then again that only takes me about 2 hours to finish. WELL I MISSED ALL OF YOU!! ...

random survey thing

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 14:25:37 -0700

How tall are you?
5'4"

Do you like bananas?
uhh yea

What is your favorite song of all time?
hmmm well my song is coma white

What do you do on Fridays?
uhhhhh ....... stuff?

Flip flops or sandals?
...flip flops. though i thought they were the same

Vitamin Water or Gatorade?
vitamin water

Have you had a beer in the past week?
nope.

If you could have one super human po ...

WOULD YOU RATHER

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 23:57:21 -0700

Would you rather...?
Be on "Trading Spouses" or " Celebrity Fit Club"?
Celebrity fit club

Gain 17 pounds or break your leg?
break my leg

Drink only grape Kool-Aid or only apple juice for a week?
apple juice

Be named "Saskatchawan" or "Philadelphia"?
........uuuuummmm philidelphia

Lose an ear or go permenantly bald?
bald.. i could always get a wig

Watch 24-hours of CNN or C ...

PROOF!

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:53:30 -0700

Haha and also... this has nothing to do with paris or the stupid movie.. but is there a shark in spongebob now???? ...

OOOO

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:39:07 -0700

and i forgot.. i have pink hair now :)))))) YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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Soooo

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:36:25 -0700

Sorry i havnt been on here in like forever! omg so yesterday i was with my bf all day. and his dad took me and him and his brother to rent a dvd.. ok me and eric picked house of wax...... never.. ever... again..... now i think that this lovely person is gonna be in my room to wake me up with burning hot wax

survey thing

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:02:25 -0700

Rule #1:
If you open this you GOTTA take it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone
messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False.

Q: Been kissed by someone on your top friends--> T
Q: Been arrested?-->F
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?--> f
Q: You like someone?--> T
Q: Held a snake?--> f
Q: Been suspended from school?--> f
Q: Kissed in the ...

first kisses

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 19:32:24 -0700

Even though they suck they are the best :)))))! ...

im in pain

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 20:48:51 -0700

see i steped on a tack and yeah.... ...

Heyyyy

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 16:52:03 -0700

Sorry people i am at the beach and i prob won't behome for awhile sooo. YEA I LOVE YOU ALL. you better miss me if u don't well.. go.....die. Yup! ...

I think im doomed

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 00:38:22 -0700

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5im0Ssyyuslie

I had a care bear party. and the care bears were emo! oh and yeah btw i love3 nine inch nails now cause its amazing. Ok well i need to go so yeah i love u all!

Abby

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Another sad thing :(

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 21:03:22 -0700

Ok so marilyn manson just got new band members and im mad at him

now come on sumthing must be up if even pogo left...

"Gacy did not contribute to Marilyn Manson's album Eat Me, Drink Me and shortly before its release was said to have left the band and returned to his home in Florida. His duration of his departure is indefinite, though ...

Sum good news.. and sum bad

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 20:53:37 -0700

Hey everyone

Well ok today i got a tonnnn of my math done and in 2 days im done school! YAYYYYY. And i got alot of cds and my marilyn manson cd so i'ts all good (as my bf would say he keeps saying it.. he has al day.. anywhooo). And for a really long time i have had little bumps on my arms that are red and im really pale and i like it that way but they are really knoticieable but today i found out what it is. But the bad news.. its apparently NOT cureable. Now come ...

lol

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 16:50:17 -0700

http://i122.photobucket.com/albums/o267/katemadden123/mz_0803_10012725972.gif

its funny :)

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Today

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 13:54:24 -0700

Is just a boring stupid day. However im happy cause last night i burned pictures of ex bf's and listened to music and talked to jon so yupp im happy. I still need that marilyn manson cd cause im wayyyy behind on getting it. OOO my b-day party is on saturday so im excited!!! lol u know life isn't that horrible even though it can be a pain in the ass. You just have to take the good and the bad and make them both better then go ...

To make up for my forgetful ness

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 11:19:28 -0700

< ...

I forgot

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 11:09:18 -0700

Marilyn mansons new cd... so today i have to go to the store and buy it. And yes i was crying about it. I FORGOT! i mean how could i be that stupid. UGH it just goes to show u that when im thinking about someone *cough*matt*cough* i forget everything. Stupid matt.. im blaming this all on him! lol no its not his fault but still im pretty ticked off about that.

But anywho i love u all

xoxoxox

abby

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if anyone

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:41:02 -0700

Ever needs any advice, feel free to ask me. I love giving advice, though somtimes i won't be able to help. But im emo kinda and i have gone through alot and im really cool cause i don't judge people and im cool with venting on me and calling me a slut or somthing like that. Message me if u wanna,

My aim is : katemadden21

my msn is: loveless-hope@hotmail.com

And my yahoo is : absinthegrl

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You...

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:01:51 -0700

You constantly hurt me but i don't give up.. i know that im hoping for u to say babe i miss u. But thats not gonna happen im not good enough. but u know what ive changed. YOU arn't good enough, yet if u would just ask me what i want u to i would say yes no matter what. but no love that will never happen cause im not her. W.e im not putting myself through this just for u. I have alot of time on my hands and u don't have to be part of it. I will never forget u and i will never forg ...

Todays post is...

Thu, 24 May 2007 10:52:56 -0700

About me loosing 5 pounds. i mean really its amazing. Hahah im realyl happy so how is everyone else today????? ...

My Maggie...

Mon, 21 May 2007 11:09:10 -0700

Ok so b4 anyone asks maggie is my best best best friend and shes like my sister. Shes the kind of person who says to the guy who rejects u "its just because ur gay isnt it". I love her more than my life and if she dies i die. I would kill anyone who hurts her to much. And when i say anyone, haha i mean it. Shes gonna be my kids god mother. And sadly im sure that if she ever has to take care of them they will make her life ...

Hello little boys littls toys!

Sun, 20 May 2007 15:35:03 -0700

Hello my pretties :) here is my blog for today.. U know i dont think people know how boring church is till u go and have to sit there for 3 hours. Buts its oks, u get to dress up. Of course i wore a black dress and white necklaces because i wanted to stand out. Which i did against all people wearing shirts that even cover up there neck. Then when i got home i fell asleep. I love sleeping. Its somthing i just could do for ...

Marilyn Manson's song "heart shaped glasses"

Sat, 19 May 2007 16:45:37 -0700

Haha i just had to write somthing about this song. Its amazing and i love it. Everyone has to listen to it.. OR ELSE. but.. unless u are ok with.. some... uh.. very interesting things.. don't watch the music video for it. Its pretty much just him having sex with his new gf. But anywho.. .....

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Ugh.. guys suckkkkkkkkkk

Sat, 19 May 2007 12:33:49 -0700

Ok so there is this guy named matt. And i dated him for 4 months (not that long i know but still) then one day he says "well i don't wanna date u anymore sorry. I still love you but i can't date u" Does that make any sence? if u love someone u date them! ugh but that was a couple months ago so i should be over it. But im not. Cause now hes really mean to me. But w.e thats life i guess....

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�Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave.�