New Poem - Dreams

Mon, 19 May 2008 10:29:39 -0700

This one is definitely not done...but I like the start, I believe it has a very broad, open potential for more, but it's a start...

"Dreams"

Do you remember your dreams?
I remember
Every one
And my nightmares?
The best.

I love my dreams
They're consistent
Linear paths of perception
Of time
Of progress
A guideline.

So much better than a reality
Vibrant
Alive.

If I dream

Poem, slightly revised version

Sat, 17 May 2008 22:07:31 -0700

"Dirt"

Wipe it off my face
Smile again
Just to catch more dirt

Burning in my eyes
Bleeding through teeth
But keep smiling

And there's just more
More and more and more
People throwing dirt
But I keep smiling

How do I handle this?

Obviously there is something wrong
A cut in the wood I've so carefully placed
Spent years carving that beautiful
Then someo ...

A new, very angry, poem

Fri, 16 May 2008 10:11:09 -0700

Dirt

Wipe it off your face
Smile again
Just to catch more dirt

Burning in your eyes
Bleeding through your teeth
But you keep smiling

And there's just more
More and more and more
People throwing dirt
But you keep smiling

How do you handle this?

Obviously there is something wrong
A cut in the wood you've so carefully placed
You spent years carving that beautiful face
Then someone ...

A new, very angry, poem

Thu, 15 May 2008 22:06:36 -0700

Dirt

Wipe it off your face
Smile again
Just to catch more dirt

Burning in your eyes
Bleeding through your teeth
But you keep smiling

And there's just more
More and more and more
People throwing dirt
But you keep smiling

How do you handle this?

Obviously there is something wrong
A cut in the wood you've so carefully placed
You spent years carving that beautiful face
Then someone ...

New Poem - "Frustration"

Thu, 01 May 2008 00:23:43 -0700

Frustration

Fuck it
Never a solution
To a problem I can't see

Answer held high above
Strangled
Atop a sharp peak

I can't reach them
God damn it
Stop taunting me

It's right there
But what
I don't know

The answer
Is there?
What about the problem?

Is it real?
I can feel it
It hurts
Sad
Crying hurt

Tears fall from
The answer ...

It has been WAYYYY too long...

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 16:23:15 -0700

Gosh....it seems as though I've completely forgotten about my shoutpost account here...
geeze..well, I will work on that. I hope to think of some new creative things to post or post about. But I make no guarantees!
Anyone keeping up with politics these days? Anyone else laughing, and laughing, and laughing.....
Why the heck do they say Clinton's middle name every time she's spoken of or written about???
That's all for now....

Edited poem...

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 21:43:56 -0800

Hey all, this is a slightly edited version of my most recent poem. I've still got kinks in this but the random thoughts just had to come through. And commetns, positive or negative, would be much appreciated to help me move this along. Thanks!

"We Know"

Hurt,
She was hurt.

Jaded,
Broke,
Hated.

Tainted,
Tasted,
Twisted.

Hurt,
She wa ...

My own sayings...

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 20:16:52 -0800

I've come up with a couple of my own sayings. Things like inspirational and what not. Here they are, and I will come up with more.....
Better to look chance in the eye than defeat in the future.
It takes a bigger man to ask an honest question than one to duck behind a wall of silence.
...

New poem - We Know

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 22:02:41 -0800

"We Know"

Hurt,
She was hurt.

Jaded,
Broke,
Hated.

Tainted,
Tasted,
Twisted.

Hurt,
She was hurt.

Used,
Bent,
Abused,
Spent.

Dying,
Pained,
Writhing,
Died.

Hurt,
She was hurt.
But did she feel?
Did he feel?

People feel,
Oh, do they ever feel.

They pain,
Oh, God, how they pain.
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Missing creativity....

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 20:50:56 -0800

I am missing all of my creativity right now...
I haven't worked my imagination in a while, so it's clearly worn out, tired. Lets see what I can manage to pull out in the next few days....
I have a few short stories in mind, and a few cliche poems, but something is something..... who knows what i could make next....
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Strangest dream....

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 09:18:45 -0800

A friend of mine had the strangest dream, with she and I as main characters.....
We were vacationing in Columbia.... why? neither of us know...
we ended up walking onto so soccer field, to play soccer with Columbians.... yeah...
and suddenly, out of nowhere, a huge squirrel (about the size of a big dog, she says) jumps out of nowhere onto she and I and tries to tear us apart! But through some way, we managed to escape and run away from this evil squirrel....
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New poem - Believe

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 12:45:21 -0800

This is definitely not my best. I'm a bit rusty, so perhaps I can break myself back into this whole thing....
"Believe"

See
Light
In black

Love
With nothing
For nothing

Know
Without knowing

Believe
Without faith
With nothing

Walk
Follow

Deep
Down
Low

Today's Hell
Icy
Stone

Tomorrow?
D ...

Cute

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:28:51 -0800

Met a cute blonde Irish girl over winter break.... we share an interest in eachother....
perhaps I can develope that into something over the summer? That'd be fantastic. The main thing for me to do: manage to keep her interested for the next 3.5 months..... ha
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Wow....

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:20:40 -0800

Wow.....
it has been a longgggggggggggg time since my last post....
no inspiration really.... kinda depressing, i know
BUT i am back and we will see what I can do....
have i missed anything interesting?
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I have a great desire to make a website.......

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:41:22 -0700

I am in that mood that i frequently get in to make a website.... but most of the time I make a fake website, that can be put to actually no use.... so now i am trying to think of one that would actually be aplicable to every-day life.... and i dont know what i would want to do :(
oh btw for some reason i cannot open messages.......
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my goal

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 08:16:31 -0700

my current mini goal is to publish a 3rd issue of The Echo, and even better, create a cool flash movie entitled, "101 Way to Die with Flare"
you'll enjoy that, i bet.
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i need something for my apartment...

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 08:47:21 -0700
If you had $20 in change to blow on your college apartment, what would you buy? Something entertaining... but i don't know what to go for...... ...

Issue 2 of "The Echo" is out!

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 16:33:20 -0700

http://www.geocities.com/rmv7213/frontpage.html
I have just published issue 2 of "The Echo" !!!
Sadly, I have but three entries...
-Review of Bourne Ultimatum
-Editors Column: Barry Bonds
-Short Story (monthly entries): "Ash to Ash" Chapter one, Intruder
That short story may be a slow builder, but i have high hopes for it. :) I'd love commen ...

Dissappointed in myself

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 09:21:28 -0700

I'm not happy... i haven't been able to / creative enough to publish a second issue of my online newspaper, The Echo, so i am now going to try.... but i dunno if i can do it quickly enough to satisfy myself.... perhaps i will change it from a monthly paper to something else...
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You know what I hate?

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 20:59:19 -0700

You know what I hate?
I hate it when you send someone an e-mail that does not have a question, but in a way is asking for an answer, yet you recieve no response. I think it's common courtesy to respond in some way to an e-mail proposing a concept in one way or the other.......
that bothers me especially when you can tell that someone has read the letter and has not responded to it. What the hell......
Am i selfish to be saying this?
...

yeah.... maybe....

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 21:54:42 -0700

Maybe i will just come right out and tell her i'm interested in her. BUT the main problem there is that it would be over either myspace, facebook, or at best AIM...... and that's not a wise idea.....
or i could just wait until she comes down... if she comes down......but then i'd be worried about freaking her out. cause i doubt she'd be flattered to hear it.   we'll see. i've gotta roll the dice carefully i guess.....but i'v ...

You're right.....

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 14:21:42 -0700

You are all right.....
I let the first two pitches go through, without even a swing.... i can't make that mistake again. she's def worth the risk of striking out, but not by watching the next pitch go by. Maybe i'll get really lucky, or even just hit a few fouls, stay alive...... (i'm in a baseball mood)
I think everyone, in one way or another, deserves a bit of luck in their lives. But that doesnt mean it's just completely handed to ...

Feeling rather primitive

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 00:57:31 -0700

You know, it's a very rare thing that I feel total lust. Like pure and simple lust. and I don't really know if it is always a bad thing.
you could consider it both a weakness and a power. It either drives you to a goal, or holds you back from others. But overal I think it's a very human emotion that can't be avoided through all of life.
So here's what it comes to for me. It's simple.
I want her.
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I know I can't be the first guy to have this little issue....

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 22:15:24 -0700

I met a girl 3 years back, accidentally. she's amazingly pretty, and nice as could be.... to be honest, she's my perfect dream girl. BUT this perfect dream girl lives about 45 minutes from me, and in a month will be 5 hours from me. I haven't seen her in forever, but i have done my best to keep in touch....
Hell, i was even lucky enough to go to senior year's Home Coming dance with her.... that was a lot of fun....
rmv7213@hotmail.com for more information, and to get links to example sites.
-Web sites / design
-Graphics
    -Logos, banners, etc.
-Flash animation
    -logos, banners, etc.
-Editing of pre-existing sites
Basically, complete web design.
again, contact rmv7213@hotmail.com
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Yay! I like new electronics

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 15:57:25 -0700

Yay! Yay! Yay! I like new electronics......
I'm typing this on a brand new keyboard :) AND IT LIGHTS UP BENEATH THE LETTERS, RED BLUE, AND PURPLE!!!!
Yay!
I also have a new USB splitter cause I have several things hooked up to my laptop and it's a little inconvenient to use every port on it rather than have them more organized and available.
Thank you, Best Buy shop! I <3 new electronics............
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Messin' around with another new website...

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:01:36 -0700
i've developed a theme/concept for a new website... but i have no topic to fit with it! it's title and "theme" (colors, textures, etc) is 'Ghost' but i don't know what topic to fit with it...... suggestions? anything? ...

So, I decided to.....

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 09:42:30 -0700

I have decided to change my newspaper from a weekly edition to a monthly edition. Why? because I realized that it is pretty difficult for one person to maintain a newspaper......so i will be able to produce better papers in monthly periods rather than weekly. but i am going to still give it my effort!
www.geocities.com/rmv7213/frontpage.html
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THE FIRST ISSUE OF MY NEWSPAPER IS NOW ONLINE!!!!!

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 20:45:11 -0700

http://www.geocities.com/rmv7213/frontpage.html
There! That's the link to my very first online newspaper issue! I'm pretty proud of it... i think it looks good. Here's a list of the articles/pieces in it:
Movie Reviews
Editor's Column: The Death Penalty
Horoscopes
Video Game News/Updates
I know, i know.... that's not very many right now, but i'd sa ...

My Newspaper, The Echo, is due to come out this Sunday!

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 09:26:29 -0700

Yayyyyyy the first issue of The Echo is set to come out this sunday! I will make sure to post that URL and article list here. I'm expecting 3, maybe 4 articles for this first issue.... we'll see how it goes.
If you'd like to have you own articles added, feel free! mail them to me by shoutpost or e-mail them to me at: rmv7213@hotmail.com and you might just see your article online in my paper!
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My own online newspaper!

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 23:39:52 -0700

I've decided, and i am designing it right now, my own online newspaper!
It'll be about..well whatever the hell i feel like at the time... It'll be published weekly...... i hope.
I like the idea at least, and it'll give me something to do during my boring days...........
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Have you ever seen this episode of Seinfeld?

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 21:53:43 -0700

Where George has the problem that Elaine (spelling?) is bringing his two worlds crashing together, Relationship George and Independant George?
Well my two worlds are collapsing.... my Independant Robbie and my Family Robbie......
my mom started her own AIM account... and is now talking to me from it.....which means i have to be careful what my away message and my profile says......i'm going to have to completely cut the wire eventually.... apparently the doctors ...

It took 19 years...

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 22:37:15 -0700

It took 19.5 years.... yeah i know thats a lot.... to get relationship information, that isn't purely sarcastic and proves to be helpful, from your mother.
I've made her feel very guilty for my lack of relationship-ness, and i know it's not nearly her fault at all, but it was fun. but darn, wish i wasn't so stupid in the past.
...

Transformers.....

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 19:11:29 -0700

Transformers = one of the greatest movies in years.... bottom line....
The end.
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PLEASE, I need laptop help...........

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 14:23:04 -0700

Can anyone please help me?
The laptop that I am currently typing on has lost the nubs on "f" and "j" and now the glossy layer on them is fading...which means that some of the letters are following suit.....
where can i find a replacement for the plate, and how???
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busy day

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:17:34 -0700

Lets see.... today here is my schedule....
college algebra 10:20 - 12:30 (i let myself out early) and then work for freaking 2:30 to 11:00......
yay...
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I wish I could edit more of my blog...

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 09:44:45 -0700
I'd like to be able to edit alllll the html of my blog.... and i can't seem to do that with the settings, unless I am confused..... i dk maybe i still haven't found those settings yet? ...

My math class.....

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 06:56:25 -0700

I've realized, just now, that I carry pure hatred with me every day I go to my summer math class. Not for the teacher (he's a nice guy) or the students, but for the work.
This computer-based, work-at-your-own-pace class sucks. There is no actual system for me to follow, except drag my body through the work so I can get to each of the tests. And then I can take the tests whenever I want.....
Right now, I'm four tests behind.... four..... I' ...

I met a potential client last night!!!

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 09:45:13 -0700

Ok I was working at target last night, and then through a series of events, I met a guy that needs a website, and as of now I may be the designer of said website!!!!!! :D
Wish me luck!!!
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Hard part about being a freelance web designer

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 17:20:36 -0700

So, I've learned what the hardest part about being a web designer is for me...... finding clients
I've had several people come to my aid... one person came twice for a site for their car wash company....another came for a site for their education business....another came for a site for her speach therapy business..... none ever responded after I said I would do it.....
I've ended up making it into a hobby. I've designed roughly ten sites, yes whole site, ...

New Poem - "Who"

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 19:34:43 -0700

"Who"

Who do you think you are
Get out of my head
I can't think

Thoughts half there
Half gone
All dead
Why not you
Still there

Frustration strangles
Bloody blue bruises left
Filling red hate

Stop
Please
I want you gone
Now

Tearing
Ripping
Hair out
Heart out
Hating this
Hating you

Are you enjoying yourself
Knowing you ar ...

New Poem - "Cheat"

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 20:17:18 -0700

"Cheat"

Smooth
Supple
Different is good

Warm breath
Body heat
Dangerous delight

Poison kiss
Tainted
But sweet
Lusciously tender
So wrong
Felt so right

Fingertips
Everywhere
Touching

Denim skirt
Short and tight
Gone now

Devilish red top
Slipped up and away

Nothing left
But us two

Legs twined
Pressure tight
Han ...

New Poem: Haze

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 21:49:54 -0700

"Haze"

Doubt
Grayish confusion
Coursing through veins.

Decision
Deceptive difficulty.

Coward
No, caution.

Heart races
Pulse quickens
Arms numb
Hands shake
Perceived pain.

Risk
Worth taking?
Worth bleeding.

The moment
Creeping near.

Heart stops
Breath silenced.

Moment
Has come
About to pass
Gone.
Opportunity gaspi ...

New Poem: One Shot

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 21:27:21 -0700

"One Shot"

Silver shining thoughts
Fall from above
As rain drops
From mid-summer sky
Becoming thought.
Dreams grown
From the rain
Fresh and new
Vibrant greens
Reds and blue.
Held suspended
Caught in time
Ripening.
A moment hits
The dream falls
Can you catch it?
That moment can
Mold a life
Your life
As you'd like.
Miss it
And miss it forever
As it dro ...

New poem: Exile

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 10:46:51 -0700

"Exile"

Do you know
What if feels like

To be tossed from society
As an old rag
Crumpled
Torn
Hurt

Thrown out
By your friends

Left to rot
Left with nothing
Nobody
Pain

What if feels like
To be left
Heartless
Red with hate

What it feels like
Left to die
Fade away
Left alone

Alone
Seems painless
Jagged meaning

L ...

Poem - Homework

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 09:18:36 -0700

"Homework"

Yay for Becky finally having the epiphany, the moment of realization about homework and what
You are supposed to do with homework in high school mathematics.
Auto Response from Becky (11:29:20 AM): I give up on that calculus homework
Give ...

My Experimental Poetry Portfolio

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 18:37:07 -0700

For my english class I had to make a creative portfolio, so I made one online! Check it out!
http://www.geocities.com/o2_webdesign/portfolio/intro.html
sorry but i had a dead link at first...
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New Poem - "Secrets"

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 16:50:01 -0700

"Secrets"

Very hard to keep
Luscious little pieces
Of sweet and sour
Life-candies.

Secrets rest
On the tips of the lips
Waiting to be set free.

Unchained to terrorize
The one too innocent not
To keep their thought tied down.

To spread
To grow
Mature into rumor
Maybe grow to legend.

So very hard to keep
Slippery little
Bits of weaponry.

Spreading what you ...

I need some opinions

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 17:07:35 -0700
Hey everybody out there. I need some opinions on my writings. As many as I can get. Positive or negative opinions are wonderful. I've posted several poems up here, and if you have the time please read one of them and perhaps leave a comment! Much appreciated! ...

New Poem:

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 10:14:45 -0700

I like this one. I consider it one of my top 5. Opinions positive or negative are loved though

"Coasting Through"

Dark grey matter
Swish colors
Not seen
Imagined

Rosey reds
Tasty Tropicana oranges
Tantalizing tennis ball yellows
Luscious lime greens
Frosted Flakes box blues
Lovely lilac purples

Flowing through and dripping in
To empty vats

Blobs grow
Roll, ...

Ah, God I love just the gift of thought.

New Poem - Dreams

Poem, slightly revised version

A new, very angry, poem

A new, very angry, poem

New Poem - "Frustration"

It has been WAYYYY too long...

Edited poem...

My own sayings...

New poem - We Know

Missing creativity....

Strangest dream....

New poem - Believe

Cute

Wow....

I have a great desire to make a website.......

my goal

i need something for my apartment...

Issue 2 of "The Echo" is out!

Dissappointed in myself

You know what I hate?

yeah.... maybe....

You're right.....

Feeling rather primitive

I know I can't be the first guy to have this little issue....

Yay! I like new electronics

Messin' around with another new website...

So, I decided to.....

THE FIRST ISSUE OF MY NEWSPAPER IS NOW ONLINE!!!!!

My Newspaper, The Echo, is due to come out this Sunday!

My own online newspaper!

Have you ever seen this episode of Seinfeld?

It took 19 years...

Transformers.....

PLEASE, I need laptop help...........

busy day

I wish I could edit more of my blog...

My math class.....

I met a potential client last night!!!

Hard part about being a freelance web designer

New Poem - "Who"

New Poem - "Cheat"

New Poem: Haze

New Poem: One Shot

New poem: Exile

Poem - Homework

My Experimental Poetry Portfolio

New Poem - "Secrets"

I need some opinions

New Poem: