ugh>:o

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:52:40 -0700

ugh, i hate my mom. she is a bitch and thinks everything is about her. she also blames everything on everyone else when she very well knows it was her own damn fault. i am sooo pissed at her. she yells at me for everything. and she isnt respectful to my feelings and isnt a responsible parent either. i take care of my brother more than she does. ugh, going to clean, maybe itll help clear my mind.

hoping so....=/ ...

wow,

Thu, 17 May 2007 12:49:50 -0700

have i been horny lately. i love the feeling i just wish sometimes there were an easier way to get rid of it:| ...

idkk.

Wed, 16 May 2007 18:30:14 -0700

im in a very weird mood lately. i really dont know what i want or what i want to be doing. AND to top it all off i like a guy wayyyy to much and i cant like him, AT ALL!!! its a confusing time, i want to grow up. ...

wow.

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:03:28 -0700

wow...i haven't been here in a while. well too bad i'm back with a saddened heart.=[

i really, really, really want a boyfriend. I know, it probably sounds like that's all i care about or something and i definetly dont need a guy to be happy, but..okay. ...

SPRING BREAK!

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 17:49:55 -0800

Spring Break is coming up soon, I am really excited.

I am going to Florida with my brother, grandpa, and grandma. We are staying at our aunt's. I can't wait till we go(March 30th)

...

St. Patrick's Day.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 17:48:20 -0800

OMG!

My birthday is in 6 days, on st. patrick's day, and on the last day of my school trip to chicago.

I am really happy!

...

Chicago,

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 17:47:14 -0800

I am really excited.

School trip, chicago in 4 days. I can't wait.

...

Lifes is funny like that.

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 22:26:29 -0800

I gaze into your eyes, I smile at your smile. And I wonder, is this all true, is it really real? How can it be, no one has ever loved me as long, as hard, as good as you have. So how can you be true. You must be a fake, just a huge fake. Another liar, another cheater, another complainer and another BITCH. They have all been fakes. Are you? Or is it me? Maybe. Just maybe. Am I the one who is lying to myself saying you have to be another fake because all the others were. Another liar, anoth ...

Love me...

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 22:11:13 -0800

Everytime I look into your eyes I melt. I wait for the moment to see you again, to see your eyes. Waiting with you, being with you, staying with you. Love is cruel yet oh so kind. Love me now, Love me forever. Hear me loud and clear, I am melting, I am burning, I feel a sensation everytime. Your eyes, your oh so beautiful eyes. They're tearing me up inside. They make me go crazy with excitment and gaping holes of nerves all at once. There so powerful. Stay with me? Lay with me? Keep m ...

Again.

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 16:41:52 -0800

Again.

Again, again she drinks, again he fleds.

He(step dad) says he loves me and my brother so much but everytime she(mom) gets a little too hard to handle he fleds. I hate him for that because I have no dad of mine anymore, I was so much closer to him than my mom. She starts drinking again after a month or so (3-1-07). I can not handle it. I am 14 and lacking so much knowledge. I have lived with my grandma but because she is my moms mom I am not removing m ...

Tonight..

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 12:31:19 -0800

Yes, I am excited. I get to see my best guy friend and my long time crush at his swim meet. I am also very excited because I haven't seen him in about a month or two. We go to separate schools and we met through my best friend Morgan, she goes to my church. I am so happy that we met, he is so sweet. I am a little nervous though because it is at HIS school so I'm not going to know anyone there besides Morgan and she'll probably end up talking to her other friends. I hope not a ...

How and when do you know your Orientation?

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 14:12:52 -0800

I am 14, how do I know if I am straight for sure, just because that's the "normal" thing to be?

Also, parents and friends and everyone else's comments are so hurtful to your decision. You become shameful and afraid to come out, I mean if you do decide that you are gay or whatever.

Just my thoughts..what are yours?

How do you feel about gays? How would you react if your daughter or son became gay? What's your advice?

C ...

Best friends...

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 14:06:43 -0800

How do you explain a best friend?

I explain a best friend where you can trust that person with whatever, if your gay(they're completely against it) and they don't judge you, where your parents are abusive, they care for you and don't say "I'm sorry but I don't like talking about "those" things" or "you talk about that all of the time".

You should also be able to tell her/him something without them getting mad especially if it&# ...

okay..

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 13:58:34 -0800

I am young and I am already gettiing restless.

It doesn't make sense to me, why is everything so much harder, so much meaner, so much more, more...regretable?

I may not be talking the truth because of course I wasn't alive in the era I was talking about. School is way, way more harder than it used to be, I'm not really complaining about that though because I am very good at academics. I am probably aiming my argume ...

Sick.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 15:49:54 -0800

UGHH! I am so sick. I have aches and pains all over, my head, my arms, my back, and my neck.

I am stuffed up, coughing, itchy eyes, ears, and face. I can't breathe and mt nose is running constantly. Sorry if it's TMI, but I am in so much pain.

Hopefully we do get the 10 inches called for and we get a snow day. I'm hoping, pray for me?!?

Thanks.

.::rach::.

...

Babysitting.

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 18:31:15 -0800

Hi, it's me.

I am babysitting, what a thrill! LOL :)

Really though it gives me something to do on a friday night.

All of my friends are either busy or are being total BITCHES!

Friends suck sometimes, well back to the little baby girl i'm watching.

She is so cuteee, but really mychievious(sp?), she's crawling all over the place and being a total pain in my ass all at the same time!

Her parents went out on the t ...

Procratination(sp?)

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 13:16:53 -0800

I am really bored right now and I'm not quite sure what I am feeling.

I have homework, homework, homework to do tonight because I didn't go to school on Tuesday or Wednesday.

I also have a stupid ass room to clean, it sucks. I can't wait until I get my new room, yeh!

There is so much to be done but for some reason I always come back to this stupid computer, I love blogging and playing games and chating to my friends and new people but it ge ...

Age?

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 19:07:10 -0800

It's not a big deal but it seems like everyone on this website is over at least 22-23, is there anyone around 15?

...

Unsafe Internet Post.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 18:28:35 -0800

Thank you to all of you that looked at my unsafe internet post.

You have all given me the all around same answer. It wasn't what I was looking for because I really like this guy but I am very young and all of you do have more experience so thank you for that. I knew the answer all along but I didn't want to believe it.

But just because of the knowledge you gave me doesn't mean he is a bad guy or a cheapo or a perv. I understand where all of you are comin ...

Ughh!

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 16:25:06 -0800

Life is really horrible at times, you are torn by all things, homework, jobs, friends, family, deaths, GUYS, peers, and what everyone thinks of you. I hate that these are suppose to be your best years but at the same time they are the absolute worse.

dinner, t.v., bed.

too confused to think.

missing you.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 15:55:41 -0800

missing you more than ever now.
so much i cant explain it.
more and more everyday, every second.
come to me with open arms
and never ever leave my side.
missing you more than ever now.
but it shouldnt be that way. ...

my best friend.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 15:54:50 -0800

what keeps me motivated is knowing that i still have you.
you are my inspiration to do anyrhing and everything.
stay the way you are and ill always be happy on the outside.
come to me and never leave my side.
ill love you always and forever...<3

...

Why am I here?

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 14:54:33 -0800

What is my purpose in life? I am sure a lot of people ask themselves that.

I believe in God and I believe that He has a plan for me and everyone else.

I guess why I ask this so many times is becasue I am not that pretty or "skinny" and I hate that everyone is labeled-fat, skinny, nerds, jocks, and goths. It is hurtful and really mean.

I have never gotten a boyfriend or really been appreciated for doing anything, maybe my good grades but I need more than that f ...

MUSIC!

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 14:30:23 -0800

MUSIC!

music is so awesome! I love it.

Is the internet always unsafe?

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 14:20:41 -0800

I've gone to chat rooms before and I've heard time and time again that they are not safe.

There are gross people out there, men and women. That may be true and I may be young but is it possible for there to be good in those chat rooms? I'm not sure.

I've met the most w ...

Hi.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 13:31:46 -0800

Hi, im new.

I love to blog, it's a lot of fun, I don't do it often because I either forget about it or I don't know what to write.

comment me, once I get some entrys of course. :)

...

Live for you, live for life. Love yourself, Love life. Laugh and you'll Enjoy life.

ugh>:o

wow,

idkk.

wow.

SPRING BREAK!

St. Patrick's Day.

Chicago,

Lifes is funny like that.

Love me...

Again.

Tonight..

How and when do you know your Orientation?

Best friends...

okay..

Sick.

Babysitting.

Procratination(sp?)

Age?

Unsafe Internet Post.

Ughh!

missing you.

my best friend.

Why am I here?

MUSIC!

Is the internet always unsafe?

Hi.